I have an MRI today and a follow-up appointment with Dr. Taylor. The MRI will help the Dr. and I evaluate the effectiveness of starting chemo again. For me it's a decision about do I fight this on my own and trust that God's will for me is greater than any medicine out there or do I go back on chemo to help slow down or stabilize the growth?
While I'm having good days, and enjoying doing things with my Mom and others, I also have terrible mornings and nights when I think about what is going on and what it really means for me. I know many prayers are occurring, all around the world. I know some of those have been answered. While I know that I will go to heaven, I wasn't planning on going anytime soon.
I hate watching what this is doing to my dad. Dad and I are like two fingers crossed together. We are very close. Please pray for my Dad. Give him strength to get through this crisis.
Thank you to Mary Nelson for coordinating a graduation celebration at my previous middle school. It was great seeing my teachers and my friends. The ice cream, the cards, the chance to visit with everyone was great! Mary - I've opened your "Hallelujah" card many times! I love the music cards! Oh, and in case you're reading this Blog for the first time, I'm graduating from UCM tomorrow! One major goal and milestone done!
Through this blog, I hope to provide my friends and family a way to stay current on the events as I battle a brain tumor, for the 2nd time in my life. One at the age of 13, and now a second one at the age of 24. Gee... I can hardly wait to see what the next 10 years has in store for me. UPDATE: Jesus called me home on November 28, 2010, just four days after my 25th birthday. Now I know what is in store for me.. to live forever in God's kingdom.
Love of my Life
Happy moments... Praise God. Difficult moments... seek God. Quiet painful moments... Trust God. Every moment... Thank God.
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